Happiness For Her

Thank you for this feelings you gave me
Thank you for giving me the chance
To let me know who you are a little bit more
Thank you for the joy,laughter and tears
Thank you for the pain and hatred
Its weird how i can face this for so long
Maybe this feelings is true and sincere

Heart to heart
Will break apart
Promises will be broken
Tend to cry inside out
As the silence met up
Please be strong little one

I'm missing my old self
Once i got to know you
I'm missed the thing i used to do
I want my old self again
I wanted it very badly
I wanted back my own path
That you have taken from me
My own journey
My own track
My own laughter
My own happiness
You have destroyed
My dream
My imagination
My desire
My way of life
My heart
Please do go away
Coz i do want to kept running for you

-For her- part2

This is....

For the girl i have known a few years back

It does start with a sympathy

She is too kind to be hurt

Too strong to shed a tears

Too hard to be fragile

Once i swear,i saw the sadness and emptiness in her eyes

Once i swear,i want to hug her,hoping that i could take her pain away

But,realizing my limits

I will never crossed the line

As I'm with him,and she with her

As time goes by

Seeing her everyday

I had discovered a weird feeling deep inside

Jealousy and hatred start to emerged

I know,but I'm unsure

For she doesn't go for a girl like me

Kind a funny,kind a scary

Thought it just a crush

That i admire her from a far

Few years gone by

I've kept the feeling deep inside

Let aside it will be answered or repay

But when i saw her tears that night

I really want to hug her

I want to wipe away her tears

I've realized

I've fall in love with her

That is the answer for the weird feeling i had all this while

If I'm not in my conscious mind

If i didn't get my feet on the ground

I can easily take advantage of the situation

But i wait and just watch if they can be saved

When i realized that i really love her

And i cant forget my feeling towards her

I dare myself to let my feeling unfold

I don't care what is the outcome back then

I don't care if I've to bring myself so low down

By telling her the truth

I don't care if her answer will hurt me badly

I rather die trying

Its better to let her know than I've too live in regret 

Which i did

She has brought a colour back to my life

When she said she felt the same

A reason for me to smile,to cry,to felt that I'm wanted

And a reason for me to stay

I know she does not meant too hurt me or made me cry

I know she really loves me as much as i do

No matter what she did,I'll always come back for her

I want too grow old with her

Take care of each other

I want to be the girl that she can looked up to

That she can rely on

That she wont regret falling in love with

I don't want her to feel that she is wasting her time

I don't want her to be neglected

I'm asking for her forgiveness if I'm not the girl 

That she expected to fall in love with

Forgive me for my behaviour and attitude

I did what i did because i really love her

From deep inside my soul

May our love remain forever

This is.....

For the girl i truly love

This is.....

For uknowwhoyouare