-if "you" ever get to read this-

 i've been gone too long

 i've been gone too far 

i've tried to let u go

 i've tried to forget

 but now

 i came back to my senses

 that u're in me

 u're with me

 though u're not here

 though u're long gone

 in my pathway

 i'm glad that i found u

 i'm glad that i know u

 i'm glad to learn a lot from u

i'll never let u go 

i'll never let u be replaced

my clock is still ticking

but i know u know

that someday i'll be there

please remember me... RIP